I think I have BEMCSD-Babysitting Evil Munchkin Children Stress Disorder. The Two Kids i Babysit are 10 and 7, and they hve the self controle of a 2 year old! ARG! and it's 9-5 Monday to friday... SAVE ME! Well i get payed so s'all good realy.
Maybe i just have no idea where me and my friend "stand" now. Im so cheesed off about this, it's not even cool. We've been good friends since he started gooing to my school, and we hung out and stuff. My gal-friends all thought that he liked me, but i ignored them ( i shouldn't have!). Then at the Grad Dance, right at the end he kissed me! Now i have no idea what is happening with him and me, and i won't see him until school starts.
This one especaly, but i thought that it was realy nice:
And i haven't even let her look at this one. She might send me to a shrink:
Maybe i just have no idea where me and my friend "stand" now. Im so cheesed off about this, it's not even cool. We've been good friends since he started gooing to my school, and we hung out and stuff. My gal-friends all thought that he liked me, but i ignored them ( i shouldn't have!). Then at the Grad Dance, right at the end he kissed me! Now i have no idea what is happening with him and me, and i won't see him until school starts.
i feel Emo right now...actuly i feel Emo most of the time. (///0)
That's not realy a bad thing thought, because it means that you are in touch with your emotions, and (hopefuly) able to express them constructavly. My outlet is totally emo... poems. i actuly like writing poems, its cool. But my mother now thinks i have major issues because of my poems.This one especaly, but i thought that it was realy nice:
Darkness Falls around Us
With A Cold Embrace It Comes
Leaving Hollow Shells
Us
Blood runs cold
As darkness falls
Wrapping all in its chilling silence
However, it has never to win
For we can run
We can fight
But
Without light it will win
Without love it will win
But
Were has the light gone
Were has our love gone
Lost in the darkness
Now
I despair
For
The darkness has come
With its chilling silence
With its cold embrace
I will Sercombe
For
All is lost
Light
Love
Darkness falls around me
With a cold embrace it comes
Leaving a hollow shell
Me
For without you I cannot run
I cannot fight
Therefore, I fall
Far
Fast
Forever
Without you, I have no light
No love all that is left is to fall
My climb to your arms has only given me two things
A broken heart
And
Farther to fall
I embrace the darkness
The chilling silence
The cold embrace
The cool kiss of the dark comes
Swift and cold
Dry and hard
I long for you
And
Life
These thoughts are broken by the warmth
A hand
An arm
A shoulder
You
You have saved me
However, the darkness is too fast
The fall must be complete
For with out the fall
We will not fear the dark
We will love it
Moreover, it cannot be loved
It must be feared
The darkness sucks all hope from us
We give up
However, we remember
We have each other
We can run
We can fight
We will win
The darkness fails
The light comes
Full of hope
Full of love
The light saves us
With A Cold Embrace It Comes
Leaving Hollow Shells
Us
Blood runs cold
As darkness falls
Wrapping all in its chilling silence
However, it has never to win
For we can run
We can fight
But
Without light it will win
Without love it will win
But
Were has the light gone
Were has our love gone
Lost in the darkness
Now
I despair
For
The darkness has come
With its chilling silence
With its cold embrace
I will Sercombe
For
All is lost
Light
Love
Darkness falls around me
With a cold embrace it comes
Leaving a hollow shell
Me
For without you I cannot run
I cannot fight
Therefore, I fall
Far
Fast
Forever
Without you, I have no light
No love all that is left is to fall
My climb to your arms has only given me two things
A broken heart
And
Farther to fall
I embrace the darkness
The chilling silence
The cold embrace
The cool kiss of the dark comes
Swift and cold
Dry and hard
I long for you
And
Life
These thoughts are broken by the warmth
A hand
An arm
A shoulder
You
You have saved me
However, the darkness is too fast
The fall must be complete
For with out the fall
We will not fear the dark
We will love it
Moreover, it cannot be loved
It must be feared
The darkness sucks all hope from us
We give up
However, we remember
We have each other
We can run
We can fight
We will win
The darkness fails
The light comes
Full of hope
Full of love
The light saves us
And i haven't even let her look at this one. She might send me to a shrink:
My heart beats fast because the dark
hides things.
It is hidden in the icy darkness.
I run, hard and fast, but I cannot hide.
If it finds me,
I am Dead.
hides things.
It is hidden in the icy darkness.
I run, hard and fast, but I cannot hide.
If it finds me,
I am Dead.
2 comments:
hi my name is csea i'm sorta emo too.
your poems move me,when i read them i cry.
i'm also going to be a freshman after summer.
i'm not really anti-social persay i only talk to people who understand me you seem like that kind of person so i chose to tal to you leave me a comment somtime or write me an e-mail i prommis i always write back
thanks for your comment on My Austinx2
i hope we can maybe ge to know each other a little bit feel free to post or e-mailme whenever you want to.....bye
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